Monday, May 17, 2010
tearless cry
i can only cry here. let my words be my tears. let it flood the blog.
guess what. my words are like my tears. i actually don even know what n how to write anymore. feel better thou. was so on the verge of dropping. lucky for u bloggy. im like crying in my heart now without the tears :') im tired
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10:15 PM
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nobody know
nobody know how bad is my situation. nobody is here to help me. to comfort me. to support me. to lend me a shoulder. a listening ear.
i cant confide in pple too. i don trust them no one.
when i had you i chose not to tell you to not burden you. when there is nobody i just got to swallow and bear it all.
sometimes i just feel like giving up. how good would it be if i ended it then. no more such troubles anymore. but i cant do it now. too much on hand too much debts. how can i leave just like that. but it did came to mind... insurance might help haha :(
nobody believes me. cant blame huh i don say the whole truth. i don say the bad no trouble no problem no nothing bout me.
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Saturday, May 15, 2010
teardrops in my heart
silently.... crying
im really stuck.. and greatly disappointed..
how can the world be like this? why is there no real friends and those chivalrous people who will help those in need? i just need abit of help... a little bit of love... and a little bit of sympathy.. ok i need money
really tired... and stuck.. all my own fault for the way things become.. too late damage done
thank you bloggy.. for being here and for being able to let me say all i wanted to.. cant trust no one huh...
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Saturday, May 8, 2010
=)
im trying to move on... kind of hard...
i guess this time i really fell in love...
surprisingly i did fall in like too i think...
so complicated and mixed feelings....
perhaps i should just let things flow? maybe...
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12:26 PM
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